Every once in a while I think of guys. And how I’ll meet my prince on a white horse(cliché). In life I am actually waiting for someone who ‘saves’ me when some person is verbally or physically fighting with me. As a tall broad-shouldered girl. Ever since I was little, people just expected me to bounce up like a big angry hulk and go crazy on everybody who irritated or annoyed me. But I didn’t do any of that. Actually to be precise I never fought in school, I didn’t have many arguments because unwillingly every kid was afraid of me. I was a shy big kid, who got straight A’s. More reason to hate me.
Because I never fought or had big arguments. I never really learned how to stand up for myself. I never saw a point to get in an argument or if it was an argument I never recognized it as such. Weird huh so now and then when I do need to stand up for myself. I tend to look for a savior or someone who’d stand up for me(yeah, I grew up with the nineties Bollywood movies).
But the silly thing is I’m looking for people, what I should look for is myself. I should say to myself “oh hell no Anna, you ain’t gonna let them talk to you like that. It is time for your Bitch* to come out”
*Bitch: Babe In Total Control of Herself. This lady knows what her values are and isn’t afraid to tell it like it is.
Therefore ladies when you’ve cracked out of that shy girl shell of yours, you might think that’s the biggest step you’ve ever taken in your life but it’s not…
Song i’ve listen to:
Wake me up – Avicii because it woke me up!